I am really hoping that life will not always be a constant struggle. It kind of seems like that though. I really hope that I learn to pursue God through my struggles. And I hope that I can continue to grow and evolve and mature as a believer and... as a wife to Jordan.
I see the type of woman, wife and mother I want to be, but some days it is a constant struggle. Jordan teaches me so much about relationships and how to be good at it. His patience with me is never-ending, his love, kindness, sweet and quiet words are always in abundance. Funny thing is, he has really only been in one serious relationship before me. I am beyond grateful for Jordan.
I have realized that I have matured at a young mother, but I still lack in so many important ways as a wife. Here are two keys things I have to remind myself as a wife: control your temper and say I'm sorry. Im getting better but my attitude is still a work in progress.
I'm so thankful for a husband that has an abundance of patience. I am thankful his parents led by example! I can say with all confidence that Jordan is such an amazing husband (and father!) because he had a fantastic example of how to be just that from his parents. And THAT is what I hope to be for Ian.
Life is good though... more change is happening... its been the '6 months of lots of change' for my life and heart :) its good though. God totally pulled through and provided a house for us to rent at the end of the month...WHEW! Not that I was getting worried or anything heh And I raised $850 for Project Viatu to become a 501(c)3 in less than 24 hours! Thanks again God :D
I felt this song very appropriate. And seeing them live this year was magical Blue Spotted Tail by Fleet Foxes
Hebrews 10:23 "Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for he who promised is faithful"